`apathetic

Listened to Vanilla Twilight-Owl City

Will still post up stuff just to keep you guys entertained.

Anyway, we've been talking about youtube vids yesterday and about how some of em were real ridiculous. I DO NOT want to talk about the mooncake. :(

Anyway, watched this at shuennie's place the other day. Pretty sweet yet kinda morbid.

Tell me whatchu think of it. XD

*omg. my cafe world food is rottin' away. what a waste!!*

Anyway, i'll post up this new/pretty new/pretty old song by black eyed peas so that shuennie will finally listen to it. LISTEN!!



xoxo,
'cosigetathousandhugs

don't think there's any other word to describe my -_- feeling, except for -_-

I think there are about a billion people i have not accepted nor denied as a friend on facebook. Oh, alright, maybe 39. :D

And this is the last straw!

WHO ARE THESE UNKNOWN PEOPLE RANDOMLY ADDING ME?! I mean, it was fun to randomly add people on friendster but facebook?! Jeez!

Just today, i recieved a friend request from a girl named "Mercury Loo".

?!?!?@!#@4342?@?@?!?!?!?

Mercury the Planet?!

Sailor Mercury?!

Mercury as in the liquid in thermometer's?!

Yee Shuen, is she related to you?!?!?!

Albeit she's real pretty and all but sorry, i just don't swing that way.

xoxo,

dadadaadaaaadadaa*sings superhero song*

will you meet me halfway?

I'm feeling real nervous.

I wonder if I can actually make it through SPM? Could I?

I mean, everyone seems to be improving but me.

Wonder why am I still stuck at this standstill state??

My forecast results are a total mess. For now, only my chem and maths has gotten and A- and an A. And I know the others won't be pretty either. So, does this mean that I won't be scoring the straight A's everyone has been expecting of me?

Does this mean I'm already doomed to living a life without getting a degree? Unable to go to college because I couldn't even score well for school trials? Unable to gain respect because I wasn't well educated? Not being able to earn as much as the others because of a list of B and C's and maybe D's?

I mean, I'm trying hard. Real hard. But I just can't do it. Don't think I'll be able to live up to the expectations of my mother. :( Don't think I'll be able to get a discount for my college fees. Don't think I'll be able to lift the burden.

There's only 42 days left.

What could I do?

What CAN I do?


xoxo,
the future is a series of moving pictures that are going at too high of a velocity that all i see is a mass of grey and white.