outsider, i am?

Yeah. I am. I do look like one.

Maybe I should leave. As much as I don't want to.

If my presence pisses you to the core then I think I know what to do.

I'll leave.



I was indecisive but now, I am sure. Thanks for that one sentence, you proved me a lifetime of wrong.


xoxo,
bye.

a stupid mistake. XD

this is a story of a girl, who's been too nice to say no.

Just Say 'NO'. Is that so hard???

Yeah, it is that hard! It's hard to say 'NO. I don't wanna do this. It isn't right!' It hard when you're weak mentally, emotionally, physically. It's hard when you're just too nice that you don't mind being taken advantage of. It's hard because we refuse to stand up for ourselves. Blaming others?! Are you serious? Wake up! WAKE UP! Sometimes you can't just say 'yes' to everything and hope that it's gonna turn out fine. Hoping that it won't come back to haunt you. Hoping that by saying 'yes' it won't happen again?

For me. If I were given a choice to something I did not like and I know is wrong, I'd definitely say "NO". People seem impressed. Thats the right thing to do. Thats what all people should do. That's what they teach in Moral. That's what they show in the cigarette ads. Are you serious? Do you find me smart? I find that I am ploughing towards a deadly cliff at 100km/h without thinking. I'm full of bravado but nothing on the top. I never think of what are the consequences. I never think that if saying "NO" would hurt anyone, would make them dislike me. I just say, "NO" like what a cruel bitch does.



This post is just a ranting. There is no conclusion. There is no right or wrong.


Is an intervention needed? Maybe. Maybe.
Am I the correct person to intervene? Maybe. Maybe.
Should I intervene? Maybe. Maybe.
Have you asked me to intervene? No. No.
So should I still intervene? My answer is, no.

xoxo,
theworldcomesin2degrees

*ooh. deep siaooo.

touch my bodehh!!

Lol. Was gonna think of another tajuk but i was just watching MC on ellen and they were playing this song. So......

touch mah bodehh!!!11


Anyway, celebrated chor yean's birthday at TGI's yesterday. Super FUN! And the people that attended was like... omg, quite alot. Almost the whole class plus other people lah. And the present we chose was actually on THE LIST. OMG!!!

Pictures. Maybe when someone posts them out. XD


xoxo,
choujidan!

black dress, with the tights underneath;

Speaking of dresses, everyone has been out dress hunting except for me. Personally, I couldn't give a damn. I could go with nothing on and still be the centre of attention. Lol. Awesome huh? Anyway, no offence to dress-hunters, i'm just a big joker. XD
I am actually looking for a dress, I just haven't started yet. Well, apparently we need a dress for graduation and another dress for PROM. So, i think imma start probably...somewhere...near... August? When its the birthday month and its easier to ask for presents. Bahahahhaa.

Anw, went to this self-proclaimed "MOST POWERRRR-FULL SEMINAR"(ooh, feel macho-er alredi) yesterday(u-huh, a sunday people!). The good thing about this seminar is...its free. Oh, and the study smart talk was kind of good too. I think the teachers could really communicate with the students, most probably because they were as young as us! Gawd! One of them was 26. Thats....*randomly moving fingers* 1 year younger than my brother. Yeah, too me thats young. Prolly coz my brother still feels really young to me compared to the 27 year old ah-pek he already-probably is. They were only teaching 4 subjects Maths, Sejarah, English and BM. Maths and English were kinda lame. The English teach was in a permanently pissed off mood and seemed to have a grudge against everyone except 1 student. Maths was short and a lil' bullshitty. Sejarah was kinda awesome prolly coz he could tell a real good story and BM was full of dirrrtttehhh stuff. Lol.

Despite being cooped up in a dingy hall with crappy aircon the whole day the day before, I still went to school anywayz(unlike someoneee...*hint*empty...space*hint*) and slogged throughout the day feeling like crap. Just got the application form for Taylor's Principal Awards. Not putting high hopes but praying like shit that I will somehow get it(in my dreams). So, I gotta dig out all the certs that I've ever got and pray they actually work in persuading the people reading mah application form that I so so so so soooo deserve to be chosen to get at least some of my college fees waived because I am a POOR POOR POOR girl that really needs to prove something to the world. Ooh, that be part of meh essay! TRADEMARKED!!! Don't steal bitches, its called plagarising with the 'g' pronounced as 'juh'.

Tralalala.

PROM

Girls, get over it that you don't have a date, plenty of other people don't have 'em either.

Guys, stop being so desperately in need of a date, you're not gonna get laid anyway.

SPM

"Study Smart and Study Hard...sometimes"

"Study Lyk A Stone, Partay Lyk A RawkstaRRR!!!"

*brings out air guitar*

xoxo,
Shush girl, shut your lips.

drag me down and slap me like shit coz history is repeating itself again;

Boohoo.

I have a disease, a sickness, a whatchamacallit syndrome. It's some sort of ugly mental disease that is really disgusting and its worser than having gangrene growing on your toes. (eww) And yet I can't help doing it again and again without fail. Sometimes not even realising that I was doing it in the first place.

Whats wrong with me???

Sigh.

xoxo,
loveme-hatemesyndrome.

miracle in a form of snail mail.

snail mail?!

Dear Sia Hee Ching,

CONGRATULATIONS!

Thank you for taking part in the E! Entertainment -- The Star 'Pam: Girl On The Loose' contest. You have won yourself an exclusive goodie bag comprising of His and Hers 'Pam: Girl On The Loose' tank top and t-shirt and a pair of E! Entertainment notebooks.

............(loads of bullshit here)

Thank you for your support and do continue tuning in the E! Entertainment on Astro Channel 712 for the latest Entertainment news and celebrity gossips.

Regards,
Ryan Seacrest Giuliana Rancic Vasala Devi (?!siapa ini?!)

Hmm. So, who wants a free tank top? Guaranteed to have ample space in the bust area. :)

xoxo,
it'spam,bitch!

The Uninnocent Baby

Oh My Gawd! This baybeh is sooooo hornyy!!!!

I Gotta Feeling - The Black Eyed Peas

xoxo,
ifonlyicouldturnbacktime...i'dkillyouthen

baby, thats just me.

*rolls eyes*
I won't even bother trying to hide this anymore!

I HAVE WATCHED TRANSFORMERS!!!!! Roooaoaarrrr!!!
......and I won't ask/accept invites to watch movies from people that have public or private feuds with each other for now and forever.


This is so bullshit I don't even know what am I talking about. Sometimes, I just wanna change school and change my whole surroundings. It'll probably do me good more than bad. Probably one of the reasons I really wouldn't mind going to NS now. But thats just now. I'll probably regret what I'm saying a couple of minutes later. *couple of minutes later* Still feel like going.
-_-
One of the few days that I'd like to punch someone up like a beanbag and not have their parents or the copz busting my ear with all them bullshitz.

xoxo,
iwanttoquitschool.

when hearts break, no it don't break even

I'm bad. I'm evil. I'm da bitch.

Sucks when friends tell you the reason why you've been single all these years is because you're not "manja" enough.

Nola. They were just saying they can't imagine me being all girly, girly and melty melty over a guy. :s

I find that inconcievable. And yet, it may be so true that I'll be single my whole life.


xoxo,
allhailsingledoom

When 1 plus 1 plus 1 equals 2 plus an idiot :(

Lol. So now its long title mode plus emoticon. XD

Do you know what it feels like.....
to lose not only 1 but 2?
(obviously not.)

xoxo,
itsuckswhenyou'retheonlyone