R.A.W.R

Uh, exams are over? Seriously?
I actually feel weird that I'm not studying right now. I think I have been in study mode too long to realise that I'm.....

ADDICTED TO STUDYING?!?!?!!111!??


Nah. I'll never admit such a shameful habit. It hurts my male ego. Oh, I think you guys/girls/ghouls have realised that I actually have a ego with balls and hairy chests. (ugh!)
As much as I want my alter-malego to be really hot and great with girls i think imma end up like...Dr. Gregory House(?!). Lol. Random.


I'm like, leaving for Langkawi in 16 hrs. Pray that I don't get selesema babi. :(
Is it true that if we get swine flu we won't die?! Oh, god! Then why are they going ballistic over it?! Why do they call it a pandemic?!? Like, wth! I need some answers.



On another "heavier" note,

I've realised that i've been really foolish these few months. Hoping for something thats never happening. Misunderstanding gestures. Feeling weird the whole time. Pissed when the gestures are repeated to another organism(my macha?). It feels like competition but its actually a simple relationship of Prey-Predator. This situation is the situation where I feel and may look like a predator but i'm just the helpless prey that still doesn't realise that something is just gonna swoop down and get me on the first train to nirvana. You know what? I've realised it then, but was helpless. But I've realised it much better now, and its revenge baybeh!

I think it's pretty clear that revenge takes up a pretty large portion of my life. I even have my own evil cackle(ask samster). I don't remember good stuff people has done for me, but i remember a WHOLE LOTTA bad stuff you've done to me. So, watch you're back coz when i'm done this song is gonna keep playing on them radio's -- When you see my face, hope it gives you HELL.

MUUAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHH!!!!

me thinks me are evillll!!

xoxo,

if the devils name is lucifer, what would the name of his female counterpart be? -- Lucy!!!